I'm not sleeping. I'm not eating. I'm writing. Then deleting. Then writing again. My eyes hurt. My head hurts. My hands shake when I hold the mouse.
I called my mom. She said I need to rest. I said I need to finish. She was quiet. I said I'm scared. She said she knows. She didn't tell me to sleep. She didn't tell me to rest. She just listened.
I hung up. I opened my laptop. I'm still writing. I'm still scared.
I called my mom. She said I need to rest. I said I need to finish. She was quiet. I said I'm scared. She said she knows. She didn't tell me to sleep. She didn't tell me to rest. She just listened.
I hung up. I opened my laptop. I'm still writing. I'm still scared.
